Sunday, March 07, 2004
A relaxing sunday morning, and nearly the early afternoon. It's rather enjoyable to be here at the p.c. bong by myself, with just a few people around, listening to Nirvana. I used to really like Nirvana in my teenaged rebellious years. Now it's great just to hear music which is different than Hip hop crap. I mean, I don't think I disliked Hip Hop before I came here, but it's all they play when you go to bars here. That or korean pop, which is hip hop lite. I didn't go out last night. It was good. And Dan, and JP and Luke went to Pusan. I didn't go, because I'm meeting Jen tonight about the theatre thing. It should be nice and relaxing. That is, if I'm not nervous.
I have to call Jenny some time today. She's the beautiful Korean woman with whom I may have a date with next weekend. I'm really nervous. I don't understand myself sometimes. I can travel around the world, leave my family and friends, and not be too horribly upset by that, but when I have to talk to a beautiful woman I feel like I'm going to die. Maybe not die, but be forced to endure something unpleasant. Which is not true, because usually I enjoy myself alright. So I'll do that. I also have to go grocery shopping sometime today. I want to buy a watch, because the band that Josh gave me came apart and then I accidently put the rest of the watch in the wash and it fell apart. Of course, it was Pili's watch, so maybe I did it subconciously. I'm losing, throwing out, accidently destroying every thing that she gave me. I did appreciate all of those things at the time, but now they are quite unnecessary. I also want to buy a plant. So I can practise for when I do get my own garden, and because the apartment usually stinks of cigarettes (Dan smokes), so I think it may help. I'll let you know how the planning a date goes.
I have to call Jenny some time today. She's the beautiful Korean woman with whom I may have a date with next weekend. I'm really nervous. I don't understand myself sometimes. I can travel around the world, leave my family and friends, and not be too horribly upset by that, but when I have to talk to a beautiful woman I feel like I'm going to die. Maybe not die, but be forced to endure something unpleasant. Which is not true, because usually I enjoy myself alright. So I'll do that. I also have to go grocery shopping sometime today. I want to buy a watch, because the band that Josh gave me came apart and then I accidently put the rest of the watch in the wash and it fell apart. Of course, it was Pili's watch, so maybe I did it subconciously. I'm losing, throwing out, accidently destroying every thing that she gave me. I did appreciate all of those things at the time, but now they are quite unnecessary. I also want to buy a plant. So I can practise for when I do get my own garden, and because the apartment usually stinks of cigarettes (Dan smokes), so I think it may help. I'll let you know how the planning a date goes.
